3/5/2008

Today i bring a komsas book and some math book go work der and did some revision...Haih...feel like shy cz all the company frenz also laughed at me so sad...=( after dear tell me mayb he will come and find me later bt i wait and wait then he told me he is celebrating his friends burfday and tell me mayb he can come again then i going to mmo wait him cz all the company also going mmo den i ma going mmo straight away wait dear come,coz i noe he will come...now waiting he come...hope he can come.....jz now the jin yan msn ask me to forgive her again...aikz...she really dunno wad i'm feeling now...not i dowan forgive her,is i dunno why my heart feel like damn fucking hate her now...and yesterday i got try to forgive her but dunno why wen i saw her i really cant do it,feel like dun wanna to talk to her nia...mayb is i giv her too many chances already...aikz....jz let it be the way it wanna be larhx...If got jodoh sure the friendship will alright wan...aikz...now dear tell me he wan to ask his father nia noe can come anot,aikz....*waiting* now....haih...now he say his father dont let he come out....shit!!! Haih...jz chatting v my dad feel very very sad,fan and sam tong...i dowan my dad is lost so i don dare to ask so much so i stop asking him,bt i really hope dad can change back like last time de dad...i really hope that will become true...cz my dad is already change from this year,and hope the jin yan really can settle this problem soon....Before chatting v my dad i also chatting v jie...i miss her a lot...hope she really can come back v me soon...i really very damn fucking miss her...i wanna my jie....jie come back please...i really hope v can like last time....=(